Mien Kampf

Disorganization has always been a problem for me. Even my nickname stems from this (messy Jessy evolved into just Jessi). My locker is infamous for its inability to close without excessive force, so sometimes I refuse to go to my locker because I do not want to deal with it. This makes me unprepared and can cause me a zero or lower score on a paper. But when I do go to my locker, the time and effort it takes to get my things often makes me late to class. My lack of organization causes my life to be a mess. I’m never sure where things are when I need them; especially when it is important. But this lifestyle also causes me to do the opposite of what is expected- my stress level is significantly low. After a while, I had learned to deal with the fact that I will not always find my papers, so I decided to work harder in other areas in my life and not care about those few missing papers. They were lost, gone; no hope of finding them. I would just have to make up a new plan. I learned to work around these papers; I may have had to work twice as hard, but at least I was able to turn them in. I am now a much more flexible and carefree person because of my disorganization.