Annoyingly Happy

Something that I like about myself would be my upbeat personality. I am a very happy person, even through tough situations. I like this about myself because I am laughing and smiling all throughout the day. Being happy is a part of myself I enjoy, and not feeling very much emotional pain makes me a very positive person. A lot of people think I feel nothing, that I am like a robot with a smile plastered on her face. Or they think I am just a depressed person. This is not the case. I do feel a lot of things, I just don't take them as harshly as others or I put a positive spin on it. I choose to keep myself happy. When I smile or burst out laughing, I mean it. I take joy in the little things in life, amused by even the miniscule. I love this about me. I would not want to be in a sad emotional state, and if I am, I don't like to spread misery, so I keep it to myself, then get over it. This keeps me a very upbeat, happy person.

Something that I dislike about myself would be my tendency to talk too much. I often feel like I cannot speak clearly enough, or that my ideas aren't getting through.  I ramble on, boring my listeners, as I try to go in depth on a concept that could have been explained in a few words. What happens is that everything is disorganized and jumbled in my mind (kind of like my locker) so I just try to explain what I think is a very complex topic, but is really a rather simplistic idea. I don't like this about myself because it makes people think that what I talk about is never serious, and no one will listen to me. I wish I could just say what I need to say and get it over with, instead of just being annoying.